February 17th, 2008 (08:25 pm)
current location:
my room
current mood: tired
is how i feel right now! its just cause i need to wash my smelly hair. i hate it!
i just finished my personal narrative for my racial inequality class. i had to write about how i define myself racially and my experiences with that and with other races. it was hard to write because i don't really deal with it very much. i don't know. plus i'm pretty bad at explaining things. oh well, its done and now i get to paint! we finally started painting in my painting class. he had us drawing for the first 3 weeks and i was like, "um... dude, this is a painting class, i didn't sign up for this so i could draw," but we finally started painting and right now we're doing color mixing and stuff like that, which is fun. oh and we're using oil paints and i had never used them before so its exciting! i love learning to use new mediums!
now i need to go to the store and purchase some beer to drink, some cookies to eat and something delicious for lunch tomorrow. i was gonna go grocery shopping at trader joe's, but i waited to long and they close in 30 minutes and i don't want to be rushed.
i have been craving sweets so bad lately!! its driving me crazy. i'm hoping if i buy some cookies that are healthy-ish the craving will leave and never come back. thankfully at the store i'm going to they have a pretty good healthy section! i have now come to loathe shopping at a regular grocery store. it kinda makes me sad going to them cause there are so many terrible things that they sell and everyone buys them and eats them and gives them to little kids who then in turn grow up and buy those things too.
on friday i went to zoe's birthday party with joanne and ana. it had a high school stereotype theme. i was the school slut, joanne was a nerd and ana was gothic. ana's was the best costume ever! when she walked through the door everyone was like "OOOOHHHHHHH!" and i was kinda jealous, hahha. the party pretty much sucked because after five minutes we realized everyone there was like 18 and we felt old, and then felt older for feeling old hahhaha. fuck it. we didn't stay too long. then ana dropped me and jo off and we went to marty's for a beer, but it was pretty boring there too. this weekend pretty much sucked.
yesterday i was supposed to go out to eat at rutabegorz with brian, but he didn't get to my house until 9:30 and it was too late. we got mexican food at molcasalsa instead, but it made me feel gross after we ate it. greasy and cheesy, blech. i'm losing my ability to eat shitty food, which is exciting and kind of defeating at the same time. weird.
today i bought some new paints, ate lunch at corner bakery (panini with provolone cheese, artichoke hearts, roasted tomatoes and pesto nom nom nom nom) and spent most of the day being in a bad mood mostly cause i just felt gross.
oh here's a picture of our costumes

i hope i have a good week and i hope you do too.